hmmm

what to do? what to do? what to do?

everyone seems to have something to update in their blog. i'm out of stories. i'm out of ideas. i don't have the time. no time to study, no time to online, no time to watch tv, no time to eat, sleep, talk.. nah, just kidding on this one.

i HATE studying. i can't complain. i know everyone hates studying too. i mean, who LOVES it? doing degree is already so stressful, why would anyone wanna continue to masters and phd? my lecturer said she have Permanent Head Damage (PHD). :S always staying up late to do her research. had about 4 hours of sleep daily.

i have no comment. this is completely up to the individual. i know i don't wanna study. going to school is also something i hate. now i'm in uni. gosh, how long more do i have to study?
i wanna laze around all day at home, but i'll get bored. studying is torture. HELP!!!!

since i always study at the last minute, this adds EXTREME pressure. i can't study early. after the lecturer has covered a topic, i'll spend my time at home doing other things, like plop onto the couch to watch tv, go online, reading books (not accounting, economics, maths, business communication, management- that's for sure), or magazines.

i never learnt, to not procrastinate. i hate this word. it's out of my dictionary. sigh. i always told myself after every exam that i'll start studying now, not wait till exams are around the corner. but i never do it. i've always been ME, ME, ME! not a very hardworking person, but want an easy life. that's only in my dreams, i know.

holidays, i'm always looking forward to holidays. those are the only time when i can sleep long hours. if not, i'll go to class feeling sleepy, no mood and no interest in learning.

ok , enough of those moody words. now let's look on the bright side. well, i don't have anything that could cheer anyone up. i need that for myself too.

now, i just want to go shopping. each time i watch a movie and saw the actress wearing some beautiful clothes, i want to go shopping and search for any clothe similar to the one on tv. i'm crazy i think. i dunno. i need to add something to my wardrobe. i have lots of clothes, some i barely touched it after buying it, or wearing it only a few times. coz i like new things, i like to try out new stuff. the old ones are left behind and in the end it gets outdated. everytime there's a new thing, i will replace it with the current one that i have. i can't apply this to everything i have though. i'll go bankcrupt.

hehe, so i'm waiting for Trinie to finish her exams. then we can go shopping again. this time, sabrina has to go. she's promised. hehe.

but my finals are near too. november, that's just 1 and a half month away. i know i won't start studying now. oohhh, somebody help me, wake me up! even if i start now, i can't concentrate, i only can when exams are near. i dunno why. right now, i have 3 more assignments to hand in. one is finished. just need some editing. i can edit one assignment for 6 hours. :S

i can't wait for december. exams will be over. i'll have a one-month holiday. maybe i can go to kl. then i can go shopping. i like kl more than penang. haha. and i'll be idle-ing again. well, i have no worries when i do nothing. also, my brain is resting, no pressure.

even writing this much takes a few hours. but i'm also chatting with my friends, browsing in fb, and fs, and looking at other ppl's blog.

i don't update so often, but my friends just got something to update everyday. i can't follow them. i can only update once a week, once a month...