new day

another day, another story,

a new beginning in a new chapter of my life

or just doing the same old thing.

...

dark storm clouds loomed on the horizon.

rain pelted against the windows.

the smell... of rain drops.

mmm

refreshing

the gentle breeze brushed my face.

sitting by the window, looking at the rain fall, and watching the green grass swallowing all the water, smelling the scent of flowers around me

no, i don't have the time to observe nature

but

i'm sitting here, staring at my computer screen, blogging, listening to music and thinking

however, the rain is real. it is raining now.

.

rain has stopped.

still, the sun is hiding behind the clouds.

don't come out. i like cloudy weather. :D

it's so cool.

i want winter, since it's christmas season now.

then i'm more into the spirit of christmas.

i like the lights at night, christmas songs playing everywhere.

no, i'm dreaming again.

it doesn't happen here. that's sad :(

.

it seems to me that every day is the same although it's a special day.

christmas, new year's day, chinese new year.

it's still a day.

the sun rises, the sun sets.

i wake up, i go to sleep.

i'm the one that can make it a memorable day.

celebrations and happiness

that don't come every day. and it doesn't come to everyone.

i'll have to make it happen.

i'll have to generate the happiness that's within me.

then only will i experience a different adventure every day.

.

for the first time, i look beyond what appears in front of me.

could this be real? could this be true?

it's right in front of me all this while.

i can't believe what i've just seen.

now i understand what it is.

for the first time.

it's so bright, it's sparkling beautifully.

like a rainbow that emerge after a heavy rain.

i'm on cloud nine. i'm floating and jumping on the clouds. smiling irresistibly.

lol, i'm crapping. i have great imagination. XD

.

songs i'm listening to right now is pulling me deeper into unrealistic situation.

good that i'm not facebook-ing as usual.

now i'm back to blogging again.

though i don't have much to blog.

it's all nonsense.

.

now it's time to play. make a snowman out of the snow. yeah, imaginary snow.

help me

omg omg omg

i'm dying here. arghh.

everything's not OK!

it's KO.

sigh

i can't stand doing nothing anymore.

how can i stand 4 more years of studies.

and the holidays after each sem is over.

how how how?

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

slowly fading away

...

1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10,11

what am i counting?

i'm counting the days that have passed after my finals.

at some point, i hope time dont travel so fast. i still need my rest. i'm not ready to start a new sem.

tomorrow will be holiday no 12.

oh gosh.

...

these days, i log in to facebook, play pet society, which is a tedious game.

why did i even play it for hours. so boring!

my cooking dash and wedding dash is running away from me.

i downloaded from msn and yahoo sites.

so, the game expired! so UNFAIR!

...

i defer cleaning my room because i'm lazy to start it.

i hope i my room is tidy before my holidays are over.

...

i need a storybook to read. i need to buy one book from borders.

keep my mind off reality for a moment.

reality kills me.

fantasy soothes me.

at least i know to draw a line between reality and fantasy.

a totally different world.

i've been to both worlds.

fantasy gave me a second chance.

it wakes me up to the reality world and at once, i know my choice of actions to be taken for better results.

but reality is a slap on my face.

there's no turning back.

a wise decision is needed.

...

my personality changes many times already.

i know i changed last year. i changed this year too.

i'm very observant. i kinda changed to follow other ppl's behaviour.

it might be for the better. or to the worse. that's why i'm changing again. hehe.

friends, u tell me. XD

...

anyway, thanks friends for viewing my blog.

there are new ppl who commented on my posts and wrote in my chatbox.

actually, sorry, i don't know who u are.

but i wanna tell u, thank you so much for ur sweet comments and for visiting my blog.

as long as there are no hurtful remarks, i welcome anyone.

my friends got hurt by painful comments from anonymous commentors.

sigh

that's sad isn't it.

so ppl, i appreciate nice, sweet, appropriate comments.

pls come back to comment again.

if u're bored or in disagreement with my views written in my blog, pls don't bother commenting, just be happy to close my blog.

thanks ppl. :)

oh yeah, i'm still dying of boredom. need help here. lol. anyone?

Prince

In remembrance of Prince, my cute little dog.

he's been my dog since 2005.

he went missing in june this year.

who knows, he might be poisoned or caught by the dog catcher.

a crow died immediately after eating something from a plastic bag left by a mysterious man. :S

oh well, Prince has been a lovable dog and i miss him. he greets me all the time. he 'smiles' always. yup. he's got a heart-melting smile. :D

This is Prince, in 2005

In the year 2007, as he gets older, he still looks so adorable

awww, he winks!

Prince playing with another dog and puppies.



See he's halfway up the slide.

Oh, coming down

i did...

life is fun? boring? meaningless? exciting? lol. u decide.
i've wanted this holiday so badly during exams but now, i don't even know what to do everyday, every hour, every minute, every second!

studying really drains me. i don't have time for other things. only got to pick a few movie to watch. that time, i crave for more movies, online, or just stare into space.
i also have to keep track with the time, so i dont daydream and let my mind wander far-off my studies. this is one thing that i have trouble restraining myself from. i cant stop daydreaming.
i'll lose concentration, but not when i'm playing or watching tv. XD

now i'm so bored, i have nothing to blog about.
just crapping to keep my blog alive and prevent it from 'decomposing'.

it's been 5 days after my exams. i spent my time going online, watching tv, shopping, staring into space, playing games, reading the paper, eating, sleeping, ... will be doing more things until my next semester starts. but i dread starting the new sem. i just love holidays.

i'm actually staring at my computer screen right now. thinking what to type.
might as well stop here and create a new post.

i'm back!

wooo-hooo. yippie. exams' over. lalalala.

and i'm back to patronise queensbay and roam and roam and roam for stuff that i want. just anything. yay.

watched 007 on saturday. soon after that, i went window shopping, which continued until today. i'll be going for more soon.

...

hehe, times square is opening next month.

Trinie ask me to go shopping in new wing in gurney plaza. when? can't wait. haha.

...

i still wanna watch more movies. i'm so free. nothing to do. no red alert 3.

my friend already burn the disc for me, but there's an error. :'(

anyway, thanks yuan yuan :)

i want to play :'(

what can i do this holiday?

...

my to do list:

1. online

2. exercise

3. read story books

4. watch tv

5. go shopping

6. ...

what else? will write it down as the days pass, XD

Nokia 6600

i like flip-over phones.

maybe because of the style, the sound, when it flips open and close. hehe.

i'm using flip-over one now.

and i still want a new one.

i spotted this nokia 6600 fold!

the one circled. the rest is slide, not to my liking although the slide one has a 3.2 megapixel camera. :(

the fold one has only 2 mp. arghh.

that's why i'm thinking twice.

should i buy it? should i not?

look how pretty it is, the fold one.

ahh, i want it :S
maybe don't want it. XD

might buy a sony ericsson. or nokia? ? ?

Accounting Night

Oct 10 was my accounting night. It was a night for seniors and juniors to interact and of course, to have our dinner. haha.

after the VIPs arrived, the night start off with a presentation about... accounting. a talk by a man and a lady. to get the audience to respond to their questions, they will give a calculator to anyone who is willing to participate.

after more than an hour, it was time for dinner. food was ok, buffet style. then it started to rain. we were seated under a tent, .. luckily i didnt get wet. :S there was a leak in the middle. i took some pics, but i dont wanna post it here. not a nice sight. lol

i was a little soaked somehow, when i have to go back to the lecture theater after the dinner.
the next event was performances.
...time passed...

the last event before we can go home is lucky draw time.
sigh, i'm always unlucky in the lucky draw section. XD
so i went home empty-handed.

not too bad though. i got some pics to post in my blog.

the first presentation





in the lecture theater...

me me me me me!

my roommate, choon yin

poh kee, choon yin, me

me, chu yee, choon yin, yin shiuh, poh kee



choon yin, me, kai huey, ling ling

friends



koe kuan, me

friends